Dear Sweets,
I join your family here today because I love you. It breaks my heart to watch these drugs take you away from me and away from the potential for a future relationship.
I miss going to brunch with you on the weekends. I miss how you would read to me aloud from Harper’s, and how we would watch Keith Olberman and talk politics. And I miss making sweet, sweet love with you. I miss feeling like we were growing closer, because now it seems we are so far apart.
Because of your drug use I have experienced so much fear and anxiety. I have stayed up nights crying because I did not know if you were dead or alive. The time has offered me much opportunity for personal growth and I am not badly hurt by the experience. However, I realize now that I have learned as much as I can from this and it is time to move onto a better life. I hope that you will join me in this better life as my wonderful, sober boyfriend.
You are an intelligent, caring man of skill and integrity. You’re also sexy as hell. I want more of you. You without drugs - the you that you are when you’re just you.
I hope you accept help today and get the treatment you need to overcome this affliction.
I love you!
Yours always, Darling
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